Sunday finally Sunday

Yo there people!

I’ve been missing my blog so much these days… it’s awful when you start enjoying something and then life comes in the way and you don’t have time to do your thing anymore. These couple of weeks have been really frantic both for work overload and house stuff piling up and I literally haven’t had time to start up the pc until now.

Today is the first rainy day in weeks and it really feels like summer’s over now: in my area they say that when it starts to rain in September you can kiss your summer clothes goodbye and in fact we have 18 degrees today against the 30 we had Friday… it feels a bit sad but nothing lasts forever right? I hope we will have a snowy winter at least, last one was very dry and we barely had water in the rivers literally.

So,  do you want to know how the wedding of the year was? I took some pictures but most of them are blurry or there are people in the way because the actual pro photographer was kind of “territorial” about the shots… it was hard to find a good spot and in the church I couldn’t go around as he did sadly. But on the other hand it was really a nice ceremony, the church was so pretty and small because it was in a small village up in the mountains and the weather was good. The broadcast was for rain but we had sun and warm weather all day. I really appreciated the fact that we were a relatively small group of people invited, like around 50, it really felt cozy and we all had time to cheer with the newly weds. It almost made me reconsider my position about getting married! Luckily I managed to not catch the bouquet so I’m safe for another couple of years I guess.

We also had the chance to reunite with some old friends we hadn’t seen in a couple of years and that was another good thing, although it felt a bit stiffy in the beginning, you know, like when you have so many things to say and you wonder if the other person is still interested in hearing about them because it’s been so long it almost feels like you don’t know each other anymore. But actually it’s not like that and most of it it’s simple insecurity ; I realized I’ve been missing them more than what I am able to admit and probably I would like to change the fact that we don’t really hang out together but I’m sort of afraid of taking the step. I still believe friendship lasts forever no matter what happens in between and how much distance you can put between you and the others, at least on my behalf; but I guess I fear the feeling is not mutual and so my defensive mechanism of nihilism comes up and I go back to my shell. I know I should change that and I’ve been really trying but sometimes I take steps backwards instead of forward… still working on it.

Tomorrow our last pieces of furniture will be delivered and the house will be almost complete; there’s still the “game room” to be furnished, but for now we are taking it slowly because our wallets are kind of drained at the moment. I’m really curious to see how the couches we chose will fit in the living room! I’ll post pictures of that, I promise, and also of the rest of the house.